Diary of an IAS aspirant - 1

 Diary of an IAS aspirant - 1

It's 20th feb/2022... 104 days are left in prelims. I have completed major subjects two times excluding my optional, ethics and International relations . Once I have read NCERT yet it is not well prepared. I am feeling little bit anxiety and a lot of fears. I know very well the impact of negativity that I am feeling right now but I am unable to overcome this. There is no one for me to talk. Even I can't tell all this to any one because they will just say be positive blah blah.... but I am loosing my confidence...I know everything about my situation so well that not any kind of positive thoughts or words are gonna work for me.I wish there were more than 24 hours a day or I never sleep or I don't have to eat and drink. But I know it is unlikely to happen. I have always motivated someone else but right now I am helpless myself. I feel like shouting loudly but I am not able to do that either.But it is expected that all will be well as before.

Good Luck and All the best to all my fellow aspirants.